Sunlight shiny upon you

well..today i manyak syok cuz bro not at home..mom at pinang...dad at work..so i had the house to myself..chill i din let anyone in..not even Jeeva..haha..so...tis mng suppose go play basketball wit willy,shan and terrence one..but then it was rainin..and it rained the whole day..so mng..ntg much..

afternoon...bout 3.15 adrian lim came over..went yam cha-in..dang..v yam cha for 2 hours leh..haha..talking bout joony and church camp and stupid stuff la..haha..yea..i belanja-ed him..haha..no big la..

then evening went out again..this time wit jeev to the field..haha...damn syok..no brother to kacau..no mother around to worry bout getting caught..haha..felt lyk a free bird..

left at 5.30..went to the ally to wait for jeev..then he suddenly came from behind..haha..he fail case..he wanted to scare me frm behind..haha..fail..haha..went there..talk talk talk..feeel so nice la..can just talk..me next to him..haha...no need worry bout bro all..haha..=D...then he went to play futsul..btw..the court was freaking wet..wen joel came went to shoot hoops...then..haih..i slipped and fell..slippery ma!!haih..n just wen jo passed the ball and i was determined to score...fail case la..haih..super determine somemore..tgh semangat then fell..=.=...haih..

at bout 7.10 walked back..haha..sharma,sasi,and joel left us alone..lol..then walked..then jeev told me that he tot sasi pushed me down n wanted to go kick his ass ady..then he realized it was i sendiri slipped..==..then at the junction..haha..no need say la...overall it was a good day..till..haih..

To:
My best fren,i hope you know who you are:

I love you,and im grateful to have a fren lyk you...but just tat..haih..u constanltly tink boutdeath...i try to help you n tolerate as much as i can cause i bet this was wat u guys went thru wit me last year..and now i noe how you all feel..you are lyk..my best fren la dong..i hate seein you lyk tis..everytime i help..you listen..but the next thing is tat you forget wat i tell you n all and go bk bein emo..i don't know wat ur goin thru..and mayb if you tell me exactly y u feeling lyk tis then mayb i can help you better..if it's cuz you tink no one cares bout you then ur freaking rong ok?...in my life testimony at the pool party i said "altho it felt lyk no one in the world loved me..i KNOW that He does"...remember...that you hav us..the whole gang of us here to back you up..STOP tinking of all the negative things..i mean..life is as good as you look at it..if you look at the world a piece of pitch black and negativity..then ur life n world is gna be lyk tat...so start looking at the happy parts in life and ignore the sad parts..it's wat im doin..but hey..once again..i can only give the advises..the choice n ur doings are up to u..haih..