well..lets just say im not really having a good nite..haih..i got frussed when i couldn't find my palate for my painting..i tink my dad took it..haih..then jeev and i were talking bout louis' dog..then he asked if i wanted it..i told him..
pedigree dogs expensive to take care la..if i want i adopt frm spca..and mayb wen i'm living aone only i do so la..
When you live alone?!..wat happened to me..
then the nite started to fall..im giving my teory on how and why girls in the 21st century dun need guys to support them n stuff..then..ya la..he said that his dreams were crushed and stuff..and that our relationship is ntg more than a puppy love thing..that i wasn't gna be wit him till whenever...
thing is..when he said that he was thinking bout the future and stuff..it kinda included a family..and being me..i don't believe and trust in a happy family..cause there's no such thing..the husband/dad will start flirting wit gals frm work and where nots..mom/wife will break down..and obviously they will fight..n wen they do..they cant let it out on the youngest child..so the eldest will hav to deal wit the crap the parents are givin..and that wen they finally decide to go for counseling n what nots..the child who kena the most has already started building a protective armor against the world..the child has tot herself to live life alone..a trained survivor..so yes..i fear the world..i dun trust much..
then v talked..settled things out..then he ter-send tis msg to me:
hw many times mst i tell u im wit sme1 ryte nw..im nt like last timei've changed cus of her..sry bt keep dreaming..
apparently there was a girl,his ex..who proposed to him n stuff..
after mostly clearing things up...well..v're basically clearing things up la..the best part is..both of us are using quotes and poems to do so..n im loving every moment of it..
Not a deep blue sea,
Not a hard steal metal,
Can keep me away from you
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