well

2day usual stuff la...church..but went early cuz crystal got pnw prac...so went to 7/11 got myself me credit n bot hotcup(was craving for it) n got a can of coffee(syok)*)..haha..then...church..church..church...then errmmm...went bk...den went for b.ball at bout 5...saw vinnoth on the way there..then isaz came...lyk he told me he would...then v shot some hoops...then chai hua n vinnoth played tis stoooopid game where they shoot free shots n c how many they masuk out of 10..vinnoth got 1/10...chai hua 2/10..then tat stoooopid isaz butt in n gav it a try...6/10...then they ask me shott...babi...=.=...i got lyk...6/10 air balls...then they were lyk..ok..we wun let u go home till u masuk..i 'm lyk..WTF!?...then isaz thought me...chai hua oso...finally....masuk..now i noe y i HATE free shots..=.=....den v played game wen shanka came...it was 3 on 4...it was..chai hua,isaz n me vs. joel(jole came ad tat time),derrick,vinnoth n shangka...so v play la...
haha..babi funny la...chai hua pass ball to isaz..isaz shoot tak masuk i take rebound n shoot...haha...but sm times not tat smooth la...some times..isaz pass ball to me expecting me to shoot...but wen i tak masuk he come to me wit 10 of his frens..haha..he wanted to slap me man...i wanted to slap myself...i mean..underbasket oso tak masuk..haha...chai hua keep passing the ball to high to isaz n me...then isaz pass the ball to high for chai hua..haha..so lagi babi...but v were winning anyway..so isaz started trying stuff...i juz kept shooting were i shoot best..tak masuk..den isaz come to me wit 10 of his best frens..haha...ya...then...well...i figured i'd turn a new leaf..so yea..

2day-saturday

well ltr got concert..gta b at skol by 2..i'm gna die!!!..i need coffee!!!anyway...my trying to relax now..since my lips still make me feel lyk a fish..=.=..duno how im gna play ltr..anyway...ppl r coming..so gta do my best..got solo somemore..lagi die..erm...i forgot wat i wanted to blog man..=.=....anyway..will update u guys on the concert...=]



ham...1432...=]..
always have..always will..
469..=]

good luck

to all my la salle brothers...good luck with ur parents..update me at the court ltr..XP..haha..

my basketball bros

well...im toking bout my gasing indah basketball brothers man/woman/animal/things(wtv u are)...haha...they were strangers at 1st..strangers i couldn giv a damn bout..but ltl by ltl...v started to bond?...sry la,i duno wat word to use...err....well,it all started wen i n shan went to play ball...den henry ajak us play game...so ya la..the rest..i lz to cakap lar..haha...anyway...now they r lyk.super close to me...n i treat em lyk my bros man...well...the 8(for now...i 4got the rest) awesome bros are :(sry if i spell ur names rong k?)

Amir: the court clown,the silly donkey 1....=.=
Joel: my big bro..haha...jaga me emotionally i mean..haha..very encouraging...
Henry: basketball super determine 1...haha..i jaga him emotionally ..haha
Willy: haha...my young bro..but still,he bang me 1...i walk away only..tak nak layan..=.=
Isaz : super pro 1..recently...he bully me quite lot..=.=...but he still jaga me damn kau..haha...

gosh

i juz came bk frm band...freaiking tired wey..lips bengkak gilew..play high note cannot reach,low note lips too relaxed..=.=so i din play..i tink ah..i can go compete wit angelina n c who's lips bigger lar...haha...XD...anyway..i've got lyk..tooooooo much to blog..so i tink i'l split em..

hee~

haha!
your adik here!
boo! erm.. see u at school!
erm.. band tickets maybe later je kah ok?

baby, if you're reading this, 1437 <3

Mm lang kang

2day went to church la lyk usual..then reach the classroom 4 hope group..saw that i was the 1st..lol..then Debbie n i started talking...mostly is crap la...but wat the eck la..tok only la...haha...so aftertat..cheryl came n stuff lyk tat...normal stuff happened la..but 2day super lots of NEW ppl came...YEAH!!!praise the Lord...then celebrated fathers day la...only 2 dads came...haha..well,better than ntg la..=]..then they performed a sketch...cast was : lok,adrian(lim),ruth,nad,joon and adrian(tan)..as usual...mm lang kang 1 la..=.=...but not as mm lang kang as talent nite during church camp..ahaha..thank God..so after tat...had lunch n went to visit uncle Edmund,he got leg infection or smtg lyk tat la...i had to b bk by lyk...4.45...but wen i checked the time..it was lyk..4.20 ad...so i rushed crystal to send me bk(sry =[ it's juz tat if i pass my curfew,i'm gna miss a week of BOL n hav to go to GSLC =.= )...so by the time i reached home,it was bout 5?...lucky my dad good mood n let me off...but no such luck next time..=/...

after i changed n baru je wanted to go to the court...saw my bro wit vinoth walking towards home saying court nobody..so wanted to go to the other court c whether got any1 there not..but nobody oso..so juz hang there ltl while n stuff lyk tat...then bro got fon call frm mom...saying hav to take smtg frm church member's house...so had to go bk alllll the way there..anyway..went bk there,then at last there was only vinoth,my bro,isaz, zaim n me at the court..v endded up chit-chating...so yea la..same old same old days...

i forgot to mention tat i was msg-in baby ham,amir n nick the whole day...but the best prank of the day was wen i was msg-in amir..i told him i was at the hospital..he ask y?...i told him tat i hurt my finger ..he asked wen...i told him wen i was playig b.ball wit the guys yesterday..then he was lyk..how's it?...ok ah?...ltr on only i told him tat it was all fake..haha...he was lyk..wth??..i tot it was for real.. haha..i started laughing at him kau kau..i asked him y he so kan cheong..he said he sked i cannot play basketball...i told him..please la!!!i tahan lasak 1 ok?...i not tat weak till can hurt my finger la..he was lyk..how i noe?...then he also told me tat he gna hav his revenge..haha..in other words..im gna die on the court on tuesday wen he comes bk....haha..but still is so funny...

P.S. joel..i hope ur reading tis..haha...cuz i told mir tat you'll read it..haha

basketball..carnival..basketball again

today mng..went for b.ball wit the gang(meaning the PJ gang) kat jalan carrie...wanted to wake amelia up on the way to the court..but sked she throw drumsticks at us(me n shan)..haha...reached the court at 8(supposingly meet at that time) but they came at 8.15..n amir was the 1 asking whether can wake up not..=.=...please la!!!if u wana ask ppl..u muz wake up urself ma..=.=...then v play game lo..full court....play play play...then wen v play half court...amir emo pulak...lol...i noe y but i cant tell...sry ham,i'll tell u ltr....then it started to rain n stuff lyk tat....but din hav any bad feelings so was confident the carnival would jalan..haha...then at lyk 12 went to skool for the interect thing...it was overall ....ok la..went there saw renee....then lepak wit her for a while...bot cupcake...FINALLY...then charlie came....lepak wit her..went around looking for food..i bot mac n cheese(awesome!!)charlie bot spagetti..she ended up she din finish n i had to makan..=.=..then i saw a few ppl (guys) i kenal 1 la...(haha...my sentence got mix english,BM and chinese,haha) anyway...v walked around la...got bored..went to catch fish...lol..damn lame..haha..then v lepak kat eli's stall all...got rubber duck..n i was squeezing it all around the field..charlie almost wana slap me..haha..then got free token by eli..redemmed a dog plush toy n some cooler bag thingy la... then...got bored n lepak at eli's stall..again..then saw hayati...she came n throw 4 bucks of coupons at me and said"go n waste it"..i was lyk..wth?!..wat m i gna do wit it?!...cuz i was damn full n all ad (i had,cupcake,mac n cheese, spagetti,7up,some nata de kokp drink..god knows wat moere)so yea la..i was lyk wth la..then she came bk..==..can i hav the coupons?...i was lyk"ya la.ya la..throw at me some more la..=.="...oh i 4got the mention that hayati was trying to get my pic and akane helped her?...bleady hell..she succeded...they were lyk"lynette!!lynette!!!" so i turn la...then they started rejoicing all..so i was lyk..."ok?.."i damn blur la...then i saw the camera..then i was lyk "shit la!!!"stoooopid....yea...anyways....oh yea...so she took the coupons..then she came up to me ltl while ltr..she ask"i duno wat to waste it on.."so i told her la..."you ask me for wat?.."so she juz went after saying i duno...then she came bk wit 2 cups of cendol n pushed 1 in2 my hands and said "i din know wat to waste it on..so nah.."...of cuz i din wan it la..cuz dah la so full...XP...anyway....i finished it...
went home early..called mom wit charlie's fon...then went to bed after bathing la...woke up at lyk..5.15...stayed in bed till 5.30..then changed n went 4 b.ball..was so tired wey...reached the court..wilie ask me"y you look so tired 1?"..i told him i juz woke up la...then normal stuff la...but willie was talking to me more than usual...tat was utterly weird...i dun mean to b perasan or wat la...but yea...anyway.. i gtg...so..ciao?...for now...

Supposingly Thursday's blog

Din blog long time cuz couldn go on9 n I'm now blogging. Thursday's 1...=.= anyway,had band frm 8 till 5.it's oso charlie's b'day,v got her a BIG teddy bear. she saw n she started crying...almost creid oso along wit her...but muz macho!!!...baru je ysterday she ask whether can b happy n cry at the sam time not..i tink tis should b it la....

Confused?...yea..i am...

2day went to mid after church,joon sent(me,cheryl,esther n rana)...so,waited in line for mv,then figured out which mv want to watch..planned to watch night of the museum, so waited in line wit rana while waitin for mir..cheryl was lyk "eh,tell ur boifren he late on ur first date n tats not good..." bloody hell..he's not my boifren la...anyway..he came,called me n v planned to meet at macD after i got the tickets wit cheryl n esthes...went to counter,found out night full ad...so decided to watch wolverine(sry tan)...so cheryl got 2-2 sits..so i sat wit mir,cheryl sat wit esthes,den met up wit mir,n he spent me movie..haha..damn awesome..haha.....so....mv.mv..mv..mv...mv...tis time,i jumped a couple of times...haha..pai sei..but the theater bleady cold wey...ask cheryl for jacket,but tan using...=.=....but wolverine overall..kinda potong....cuz i was expecting more than wat they showed...haih....but in this show gambit hot..haha....he came out n i was lyk..."ssss....(naddy style)"haha....yea...after tat went afcade..n on the way there,esther was lyk"eh,got paper in my shoe la*pulled out the 'paper' n found out it was money(1 buck)* eh!!!!i found money"....double..no triple shot of lameness...but mir tot it was cool,cheryl said it would b cool if 50 bucks came out...haha....

after tat,v juz lepak kat macD...esther n i had ice-cream..mir had fries....the rest stole frm his fries....haha...

went home...dad said he lkyed mir..haha...good for u man..then fought wit bro,over stoooopid reasons...then mir called n tok f.o.c. things wit me...=.=...he asked if i would punch a unicorn..lyk..wth?!..unicorns r the most graceful, sacrade mythical creatures ever...=.=..anyway..tis the end of my day..so yea...

confused?..yes i am...bout wat?...you...y?...cuz..i duno whether you lyk me or you dun..u lyk,giving me a hint...but giving a diff theory for tat hint...so..i duno la....i haven felt tis way since....i duno?...kevin came?...it's lyk..toking to u got no limits...can juz tok n tok n tok..n wen i found out u goin away to study..it was as tho my heart sank..lyk wen kevie went to china tat time....so..i duno la...im confused...

tomorrow-tomorrow-tomorrow

tomorrow..is the day...haha...i cant wait...i duno whether u lyk me or not..but goin out wit you is...awesome...haha....well....i really duno wat to say bout tis...juz tat i cant stop myself...haha...n u r gna spend me man..dun worry..i got student card..at least i noe how to use that stupid card for smtg..haha..instead of skol..haha...ok..now im juz f.o.c-in..haha.......weee!!!!!

Basketball...

If i ask you,would you prefer a good,clean playing team,but not a winning 1,but scores boleh tahan la.or, a strong team tat wins most of the time,but the team members are all emotional n the team plays foul?...for me?...i prefer a juz ryte team n hav a good time....diff ppl play good at diff parts..tats y u hav a team...tis is wat i tink :

Henry - good player,strong,determined but can get kinda emotional n start to go 1-man show
Willie - determined, fast but can get emotional by just playing....hav to chill more...
Isas - adventurous, confident, adds everyone in the team
Vinoth - Improving but lack confidence(gambateh)
Amir (Zaki)- Brings the team together, a strong player, flexible
Amir - Good rebounder, fun the be in the opposite team wit(funny i noe) but tak de confidence
Faizal aka Tulang/cicak - Tall gilew, strong pass, fast,can actually slam,but duno y he doesn
Darren - determined but bit too determined/confident

well, if i miss out anyone..im sry..
well,if you ask me, my skills aren't good,but i know i'll make a good captain in bringin n giving semangat to the team,instead of pulling them down,i tink,i know,i can bring them up...therefore, i may not b a good basketball player,but i know i'll make a good captain...

Writers block

haha..i actually duno wat to post cuz today was kinda boring...ntg much at band,din go b.ball wit my usual gang(well,ltl while only la,cuz was watching step up2)...but i skipped bit of a band time to shoot hoops at old town...haha..can shoot 3 pointer..but still cannot shoot free shot n my jump shots suck man...=.=....anyway,2day you din go b.ball,it juz din feel ryte...smtg was really missing there....ur awesomeness takde...haha..lol...but takpe,sunday v lepak,wit cheryl(who tinks ur gna kill me),shannon(who tinks ur playing*b.ball* is very the yeng), and esther (who doesn't know you,she only know u exists)...haha..tak tau pigi mv ke bowling?..but u are spending me whichever way it is,since u din gimme anything for my b'day...=.=....n chill,my dad says he can send u bk,he most probably wun giv u the 3rd degree la...i hope..XD...haha...

anyway..2day i din eat much...cuz no mood kot...haha...
i tink tats it la...

P.S.>>>i find this phrase awesome..(thx mir,now i cant stop saying tat word =.=)..
You Don't Love That Someone For Their Looks,Or Their Car,Or Their Clothes,You Love That Someone Because They Sing A Song Only You Understand -L.J. Smith, author of vampire dairies and night world and secret circle-

Is tis time for real?

Im sry guys..especially you Hayat..but i duno whether my feelings for him is real...i just cant stop talking to him n thinking bout him...he may not look awesome..but he's awesome alryte....gosh....ask me personally if there's any ques...n that is if i'l tell..but hey..try ur luck man whether i'l tell not

I duno wat title to put oso...

1st of all,thx hayat...even tho u heck my blog..haha...had my normal routine..then at bout 3.45 i saw the sky lyk wana cry oni..i oso wana cry ad..cuz got basketball..T.T...so i chill...i tried la..i chilled slumberly makan...(my b.b was suppose to b at 4.30)..i slumbered ...then at bout 4.45 i was juz only washing my dishes..then bro's fon rang..i was praying tat it wun b Mir...then too bad..my bro said"jie,amir wana tok to you" then v toked..not very long la....then after tat i ask him whether goin not cuz sky lyk wana cry oni..then he say ya im goin n the sky not crying la...then i ask whether he there ad not..he said yea..i was lyk..wtc?!....so i rushed there la..dun wana ffk him ma...haha..so v reached(he went bk 2nd time to get the step up cds)..so v kinda ended up reaching at bout the same time...then for some reason he brought up our love life stories...random..=.=....so v toking la..then...who came ah?...oh yea...v sat n tok..XD....then willie came..then potong steam ad...haha...sry man...haha...then v play game lo...lyk normal la...so now im planing a 1U/mid trip on sunday....haha...hope u can come man..u owe me movie...

Today's band FOC-ness
for the song Disney for the Trumpet section(their playing some snow white seven dwarf song la)

• LC -grumpy
• Jojo - Dopey
  
• Nanthini - Happy
  
• Wee Nee - sneezy(i tink)
  
• Jas - Sry man..i 4got urs..(i'l check tomoro)
  
• Amanda - bashful
  
• Leena - Moody

I wont let this happen to her

hey. whoever you are, can you please stop hurting lyn?
she have had enought suicidal moments 3 years ago!
you want her to be a suicidal again?!
what's wrong with all you guys?
why do you guys like to hurt girls?
can you just please stop making things worst?!
if your intention is to make her want you more,
well.. it works ok! so now stop doing it!
i'm not letting anybody hurt her.
i've hurt her enough.
and i felt so stupid for doing it!
i felt so hurt after hurting her.
and i dont want her to get hurt EVER AGAIN!
so if you still do, you'll end up in the BIN the next day, ok buddy?!
so leave lyn alone. if you want to make things worst, just dont.
if you wanna make her happy again, be my guest.
coz she'll never fall for your stupid act ever again!
trust me, u'll feel as if you lost something in your life after she leaves you.
that's how i feel.
i regretted breaking her heart.
i regretted giving her such a burden.
and i know you dont want to live in regret for the rest of your life just like me.

-hayati-

FUCK YOU!!!!

FUCK YOU LA!!!GO ROT IN HELL OR SMTG...YOU TINK IM DUMB AH?!...FINE LA!!DELETE ME FRM FB!!DELETE LA!!!!IF YOU DUN GIV A FUCK THEN Y SHOULD I?!....MOTHER ASSHOLE!!!GO LA!!!GO!!!!!!!!!!I ONE TIME EMO AND TAKE IT OUT ON YOU SO YOU DELETE LA!!!FINE LA!!IF YOU LYK TAT I SHOULD HAV DONE IT LOOOONG AGO!!!YOU KNOW WAT?!..NOW..I EVEN TINK TAT BABY CALEB IS MORE MATURE THAN YOU..AND BABY CALEB IS WAT?..4?!...YOU CAN TAKE YOU LTL FUCKED UP ATTITUDE AND GO!!!!THROW AWAY EVERYTHING I GAV YOU..BUT DUN FORGET..I GAVE YOU MORE THAN THINGS...AND NOW..I WANT THEM BK...

It's Wednesday!!!!

well...today went tuition as usual..again..then band...then break...lok ee n I were talking bout priyangka's ltl telling-miss-cheryl-bout-LC-"boyfren" thing..so the story is" that day her boyfren had to teman her girlfren so was bz therefre the guys who went with her is her boyfren's boyfren" haha....i sooo smart..haha...lol...then after break went bk to hall..was talking to LC in chinese bout some portugal thing...so v say that if i hav portugal boifren i only can tok to him by using "pu tao"(i means grape in chinese)so only he will understand..haha..lol..funny..n for an italian boifren tok to him by using" spagetti"..haha....french boifren tok to him wit "french fries"....then ltr on,josephine was poking poor nanthini..so LC created P.P.E.S.(poking people everywhere syndrome)...so im gna do a label for this

P.P.E.S>>created by LOK SEE,experimented on Josephine Cheah(cheh) and victim is Nanthini(poor thing)

haha..after band..went express cuz it fin late,n i had a "date" to go to..meaning my n my basketball....so i rush lyk express train..ZOOM...haha...anyway..had to eat cuz i was starving!!!so v eat lyk train oso,den rushed to the court..
i din c amir at 1st..i was lyk..u better not ffk me man..if not i will tear u in2 pieces..strip by strip...skin by skin...juz then i saw him walking down the stairs...so i tot..ok la...he din ffk me..haha

ltr on henry n all came la...then play game..halfway..saw rachelle come..i was thinking"wat the heck is she doin here?!"anyway..GAME ON!!!!
my team was,Me,my bro,willie,Amir,faizal and Darren..v lost la...n willie got all PMS-ed...haha..chill la dude..it's juz a game...=]
yea..i tink tat's it...

Do you know?

Do you know...that

1. only you can make me cry the way i do
2. i've never stopped being there fot you even wen u slare me in the face
3. i've treated you as my best fren since God knows wen
4. i was willing to go thru pain juz to make you happy
5. ur party is me who planned EVERYTHING
6. i actually stayed bk in gslc wen u were still there so tat u din hav to go thru there alone

and wat did you do?
throw me out faster than 2-week old trash

desert song by hillsong

Verse 1:
This is my prayer in the desert
And all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in the hunger in me
My God is a God who provides

Verse 2:
And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flames

Chorus:
And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon forged against me shall remain

I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

Verse 3:
And this is my prayer in the battle
And triumph is still on it's way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I'll stand

Bridge:
All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

Verse 4:
This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I'm filled to be empited again
The seed I've recieved I will sow

I din jump off maxwell....

well,today had my usual schedule BUT!!!it din rain...therefore i could go basketball..if u know wat i mean..XD..so i had a 1 on 1 shooting wit mir...he tot wana hav 1 on 1..gile la you!!i cant even dribble ryte, u wan me go 1 on 1 wit you,i might as well sit at the side n sip tea out to ltl tea cups..= =...anyway,bro came ltr on wit vinoth...then v play ball..then wen amir(tulang/cicak's bro) came wit his fren,v had 3 on 3..den the ball kena amir's foot...padan la!!tak pakai kasut lagi,he went bk to get his shoes anyway...after that v play game again...but i had to ciao,but wen went home,mom said could play till 7.(tat time v went bk was 6.35) so..went bak to the court..=.=..tat time henry n his bro were already there,so v game on again..tis time i team wit tulang/cicak, his bro amir,my bro n me la...the other team was henry,willie,amir and joel...well, i only shot la..take ball shoot masuk..then henry complainin y no 1 marking me..after tat both him n willie marked me..i noe la u guys wana mark me..but no need la till 2 ppl.. =.=...at 6.58 started walking bk home b4 mom PMS again...

after dinner i jammed on pyro,then napped....then now im on9...then you i.m.ed me asking me for a favour..n i stooooooooooopid la..answered yea without knowing wats the favour bout...den u ask me remove his name...oh mayb u tot tat"hey,since she soooo "close" to him tat she'll actually giv him the link to her blog..."anyway...im off to deleting his name frm my blog..frm..MY blog...

I din jump off Maxwell....too bad...

end of life?

HAIH....I REALLY CANNOT TAHAN..IT'S MY 3RD POST BOUT THIS MAN/WOMEN/PPL/ANIMALS...DO YOU KNOW?..THAT FOR THE PAST 3 WEEK OR SO,I'VE BEEN TELLING CHERYL BOUT THIS...SHE WAS LYK,U WAN ME TOK TO HIM FOR YOU NOT?...I'M LYK..NO LA..SEE!!!!!I DUN EVEN BOTHER BOUT MOI!!I CARE MORE BUT THE PPL ROUND ME..ESPECIALLY YOU...BUT TIS TIME I REALLY CANOT TAKE IT AD LA....SO IF I DIE TOMORO...DUN FEEL SRY...I'L JUMP DOWN MAXWELL..HOPEFULLY LENG WIL B THERE TO STOP ME...

blow up

i tak boleh tahan ah!!!!!you wana treat me lyk trash lyk air!!invisable then go ahead la!!!i've been there for you always!!official bussinesss oso u wana manja n degil and wat more crap!!!go la!!!u go do that i go jump of maxwell tower!!!

I really dun understand

I still dun understand why you can't talk to me wen all i did was ask him 2 come for my concert,not lyk i din ask you..somemore i ask u 1st,i made sure u not coming...then only i tot of for goin my past...im sry i had to ask u 4 his number...i'l tell you wat i wrote in the msg k?

"klbol is having a concert on the 30 of may,should be bout 7.00pm. and we would lyk it if you guys could come.any other info you need,juz ask.Lynette"

(tis should be it,if i added any extras or left out a few,im sry,but it was a month ago.*tis is how long v've not talked*Note tat i even put my signature in the msg,it proves tat it's official bussiness lyk. but u still degil.)

after tat,i din ask him or talk to him or even bother bout his responds bout the concert.wen i got the ticket,i asked my mom to pass it to him,n tell him to tell me by the 27th.he din...so i just left it as tat.i really din re-ask him lyk i did wit the christmas function. he din gimme his answer,screw it. his lost.

you noe wat i really dun get?!..is the fact that you still can tok to James,Edward,M.Lum(go his house somemore) wen they hav direct contact wit him.lyk..WT* la!!!but u cant tok to me wen i only sent to him 1...ONE!!! official invite msg and never replied after tat...

Now...i wana care oso cannot care ad....wat goes on in my life none of ur bussiness ryte?..i treated you as my best bud,my older bro i nv had...i tink even if i in coma or on my death bed oso u wun bother 1 ryte?.....wtv la...

Bag Of Awesomeness.

Amir...you better watch out..today the 'date' din work..therefore ur bag of awesomeness is still with moi..but dun expect to get it back tat ez...cuz 2mr,it's game on!!!

8 of June

2day's suppose to be our 1st month ani..if i din break up la...but i still remember....dun emo k?....=]...

Ruined Basketball Date..==

2day..went for tuiton,tok bus to skol for band..suck lyk hell...err...couldnt wait to go basketball...y ah?..haha.got la...release stress kot..haha...but wen i reached home...rain started to pour...i wanted to cry!!!!T.T.... bloody hell!!!My basketball date kena ruined....by the rain...stoooopid!!!!

Yo!

haha! hey!
this is hayat invading lyn's blog!
so yea. as you can see,
i helped you with your links and your song.
i'll help you with your skin later.
sorry if the links are crap coz i dont really know who to link coz you didnt specifically tell me who you want to link so yea.. nyways.. wanna go to my blog account now.. CIAO!

People i plan to ask to come for Assunta Band conert

1. Amir Zaki(tats wat ur fb name says)can't come
2. Ahmad(his causin)cant come
   
3. Faizal
4. Amir(Faizal's bro,i'm not dumb to put Amir's name 2ce.==)
5. Henry
6. Willy(Henry's bro,sry duno how spell his name)
7. Joel
8. Isas(sry dude,duno how spell ur name)
9. Vinoth
10. Daren

Anymore ppl wana come...PLEASE BUY TICKETS FRM ME!!!!!!

INFO:
27 june 2009
time?..i duno yet
20 bucks per ticket..plz come n support..support moi!!!!

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! (KLBOL)

Today i went to church,then wanted to go for hope group...went in the class room,saw 3 full bags of nasi lemak,a tray filled wit sausages and eggs..i tot they semangat la...then was lyk..wtv la.just eat only.Debbie came in,then she was lyk"today the breakfast is to celebrate Lynette's birthday"...i was lyk..shocked..then i ask her "is this why you called me yesterday?" she was lyk, "ya la,must make sure you come ma"...haha...v continued eating...eating ...eating....then after eating..oh n i muz add,i kena bang by chryl lot...thanks ..==..then after eatin,debbie decided it would b nice if the ppl in the room : (im goin in order k guys..dun perasan) Peter,Justin, Sean(i duno is it sean or shawn,sry),Jenny,Shannon,Esther,Cheryl,Evellyn then Debbie..talked bout my good qualities...

Peter: She,awesome la(duh, I am awesome!!!I've got bags of awesomeness with me man,haha)
Justin : She's very open la, compared to the others, always keep to emself n all.(sry if i got it rong,i 4got ad)
Sean/Shawn:(he din say anything,it's ok)
Jenny: (she gave me a high five which looked lyk she was blessing me instead)
Cheryl:(if I get it rong plz 4giv me) i've never actually noticed her last time la,v went to the same band,last time same tuition see her 1ce or twice only,she black listed me as the girl who does work with the IPod....
Me:(i butted in)No la,it's the girl who listen to heavy metal.
Cheryl:...yea, then later on oly got to know her properly,then i saw all the sides of her....
Me: *pai sei*
Cheryl:...wen she in skol,in band,web she angry,wen she sad, wen she in love....
Me: HALO BOSS!!!!
Cheryl:...haha...so v went frm this far*showing a very far distance with her hand* to this close la...and wen i hav any problems i can go to her,n i just wana tell her tat if *look at me* you have any problems you can always come to me.
(damn...this part wana cry ad...but muz macho)
Evellyn: She very friendly and kind(thank you!!!)
Debbie:(err.....tis 1 i totally forgot...really really sry..but i love the card)
Shannon:(copy paste wat Evellyn said)
Esther:(copy,paste and print wat Evellyn said)
==

Haha...but that time seriously touched my heart..n i was having such a sucky day yesterday...you guys made it better..

THANK YOU!!!!!!!I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU GUYS!!!YOU GUYS ARE LYK FAMILY!!!

Thanks guys

Thank you all who wished me...but tears still shed...Kevin. i got ur msg...

Kevie:" Dun spoil ur b'day because of me. I'm not worth it. Happy Birthday"

Me:"So you read it din you..thanks"
(i was refering to my blog)

Kevie:"I dint have to. i was gonna wish u anyway"

Me:" yea..but still,u'll usually b the first to wish me..now Hayat and Kent were the 1st to wish me..thanks anyways:) appreciate it.."

no reply after that...
I know it's my birthday and im suppose to be happy...but...still..tears roled down my cheeks...and i still wish i was in a tub/swimming pool/under the rain/under a runnig shower to cover up my tears...

Misunderstanding

Kevin is not the person whom i like..he's my best buddy,my tutor,my mentor,my counselor. He stopped talking to me just because I asked Kenneth(his enemy/god knows what his relationship is between him and Kevin) to come to my church concert for official business. I asked him 1ce,ken din reply so i felt it as that,I din even say anything else. Kevin was the 1 who gave me the spike wrist ban...that, is my prize accessory. That's where my whole collection started out with...
He's usually the 1st 1 to wish me a happy birthday....but i guess this year he couldn't give a damn bout it...

What For?

What is life for?...when it only screws you up...heck yea i know i broke your heart...you think i want to?!...damn the word called LOVE..

I cry day and night,
Wondering what the fuck is wrong with me,
Wondering what i can do that is right,
I just can't get anything right can I?!

What I wish for?....an early death...
Happy Birthday?!
Tell me!!!what's so happy bout it?!

"it's nothing much,but you'll freak"..know who said those?!..KEVIN KHOO TEK ANN!!!!you said it...and you know wat?..your gifts are those in which i can never effort..but thanks to you..i own them...those thing s you gave me?!...my prise accesories...in fact...as soon as i got the L necklace?..I wore it to school everyday..Damn It la!!!2 years in a row with sucky birthdays...How much worse can it get?!