Regreting every single moment of it

Apparently now you know..
You said to go out 1st..
But to me i really dun see the point..
I'm having the feeling that it's going to be be the same...
I mean..i wear spike wrist bans instead of bangles..
I wear spike earrings which are at least 2cm long..
I dream of punk Gothic knee length boots instead of Gucci high heels..
I wear baggy jeans instead of skinny jeans..
And what are the chances really?
1:99?