you fault?or mine?

I will not make the same mistakes that you did 
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery 
I will not break the way you did 
You fell so hard 
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far 

Because of you 
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk 
Because of you 
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt 
Because of you 
I find it hard to trust 
Not only me, but everyone around me 
Because of you 
I am afraid 

I lose my way 
And it's not too long before you point it out 
I cannot cry 
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes 
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life 
My heart can't possibly break 
When it wasn't even whole to start with 

because of you...now i'm afraid to love again...ur the worse crush i ever had...should i blame you or is it all my fault for liking you?
mayb i should just blame mysele la...after all..u din ask me to lyk u...u din ask me not to sleep,not to eat ryte?...but the feeling is jst ther..so wat to do?haih...i duno la..i tink...if u ask me help you now..i tink i'll still help you...cuz even tho i no lyk u anymore..u're still my best bud man...