hate it..

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this is where i wana be ryte now,looking up at

haih..i feel so down right now i feel lyk calling someone to teman me go to the court to just lay down and stare up at the stars..haih..the only person i can tink of is Eizaz,cuz his house the nearest..but still, i wana go alos cannot la..haih...

i feel so alone,and now i realized my parents mean i cant go out wit klbol ppl other than in church..haih..i want to cry man..actually i did la,now i got a big fat headache..haih...the thing i need most is my family..

ryte now?..i wish i was cutin myself...truthfully..but i've made a promise..n those days are over for me...but i still wish it somehow..cuz it'll cause less pain in my heart n more on my physical appearence..