Afar distance

There you are,
And here I am,
I now back at square one,
Where I left with an image of you,
The closest I can get is through the gift you gave me,
And yet,
You still feel a mile away.

The day is blazing hot,
And yet I feel so cold inside,
The warmth of you has dispersed,
But what is there to do?
Nothing but to crawl up alone in the dark.