Cryin this very moment

What the hell is the use of staying in this place...when all u get is being dragged down to hell...the place pl call home..is the 1 place i nv wana b in...it is only a place for me to sleep and eat..the place i feel at home is wen i go into my room and on the MP3 and drift away...sometimes i wished i had cut myself deeper last time n get life over wit...but..tat is last time..haih...wats the use la...