Thanks guys

Thank you all who wished me...but tears still shed...Kevin. i got ur msg...

Kevie:" Dun spoil ur b'day because of me. I'm not worth it. Happy Birthday"

Me:"So you read it din you..thanks"
(i was refering to my blog)

Kevie:"I dint have to. i was gonna wish u anyway"

Me:" yea..but still,u'll usually b the first to wish me..now Hayat and Kent were the 1st to wish me..thanks anyways:) appreciate it.."

no reply after that...
I know it's my birthday and im suppose to be happy...but...still..tears roled down my cheeks...and i still wish i was in a tub/swimming pool/under the rain/under a runnig shower to cover up my tears...